i believe

i do not know why..but i think i cant believe it..but i have to believe it.. coz it's what i have to believe in! seriously i feel very sad right now but i dont want to hurt myself again and again..let bygone be bygone..i know that  i'm not deserving that..so, it's better for me to heal myself rather than hoping for nothing that is almost impossible to be mine.dont worry much..life must go on no matter what..so smile please =) motivation for myself!!