i'm bored

it's almost 1.00 am.n i could not sleep right now.maybe because i just woke up..i watched nora elina since yesterday..then after finishing all those episodes i fell asleep..then when i woke up i realised that it's already night.almost 11.00 pm n  my room is so dark..really scares me..i couldnt hear any noise that i used to hear every night..so sad, i felt like i wanna shout n cry at that time. n i looked at the mirror in my room then i was asking myself..a lot of questions popped into my mind-am i alright? nothing happen to me right??why did i sleep in the dark?pray??Oh My God! i havent prayed yet..then i took the ablution n prayed..after praying i'm talking to myself again..since my BB(my new huge bear) is not here to accompany me. i have to speak to myself, creating another character of myself..yess it sounds crazy but *it shows how bored i am*.definitely!!what should i do now?? i keep scrolling the facebook homepage up n down.no one here to talk with..n enough of watching movies..full of depression.tetttttttttttttttttttt

this blog is mine

This blog is mine where i reveal some pieces of my life..n i dont expect people to follow or read it..if u wanted to, you may do so coz i'm not going to stop anybody doing it..

shopping

huhu..forget the sadness n sorrow of my heart.

these are all the things that i bought for myself here in the United Kingdom. What have i bought so far..let me list them down..

1)DSLR Canon 500D(united kingdom)
2)professional camera bag(korea)
3)Lollipop phone(Hong Kong)
4)Collins Electronic Dictionary(United Kingdom)
5)Clarks Shoes(Birmingham)
6)perfume(Avril lavigne- Birmingham)
7) a Huge Me to you Bear(China-United Kingdom)

all these things are very valuable to me. i really  love all of them n sincerely feel  proud to have them!

i believe

i do not know why..but i think i cant believe it..but i have to believe it.. coz it's what i have to believe in! seriously i feel very sad right now but i dont want to hurt myself again and again..let bygone be bygone..i know that  i'm not deserving that..so, it's better for me to heal myself rather than hoping for nothing that is almost impossible to be mine.dont worry much..life must go on no matter what..so smile please =) motivation for myself!!

kembali

alhamdulillah i have  done with my exam..thank you Allah.. may Allah give da best result for me..really miss blogging. n seem that i dont know what to write here.. oh yup, i'll go back to malaysia on July 6, 2011. Hope that everything will be okay.. so excited! after about a year being in such an alien country i will  finally go back to my homecountry.. such a blessing time. Thanks to the Almighty! another thing  i want to say is that i will make a new blog insyaAllah.. still in the process of creating it..that blog will about cooking as many friends of mine ask me to do that.  not to say that i'm good at cooking..just want to share some of my knowledge about it.. those blog is specially designed for overseas students not those who are studying in the United Kingdom only, but also for those who study in Indonesia, Australia and so on..

sorry

hi guys..so sorry coz i dont have any free time to write since my  final exam is about 1 more month..do pray for my succcess ok..will  write after June 18, 2011~thanks for visiting

Hikmah Kembara

scar on my heart

i dont know why..but, i feel like i wanna cry right now.

o Allah!  please give me strength n guidance~

this is maybe the place that i can  reveal some pieces of  my  life but not ALL...what i can say now is that i feel so sad n sad.

='(

Dadali- Di saat aku mencintaimu

it's all about your mind!

insyaAllah, i will write this entry in Bahasa.

hurmmm... aku kesal dengan sikap sesetengah manusia(bukan semua lar) yang sanggup melepaskan jalan kebaikan yang ada di depan mata. bila peluang duniawi datang semuanya berpusu-pusu menuju ke arahnya.  Sebagai contoh, apabila dicadangkan kita ke tempat-tempat yang menarik terus menggelepar masing-masing nak pergi.(at least wat jugak benda bermanafaat) Malangnya, apabila di ajak berbuat amal  dengan cara menolong saudar-sudara Islam kita tiada pula yang berlumba-lumba nak turun padang. Mulalah memberi pelbagai alasan( assignment x ciap, penatlah dn sebagainya) tetapi, adakah sewaktu kita mengerjakan urusan dunia dengan berjalan sana-sini kita tidak menjadikan alsan penat, assignment x ciap tu untuk tdk pergi berjalan-jalan. itulah kita..bukan orang lain, kadang-kadang diri ini pon ada buat benda yang sama.Masalahnya, kalau betul alasan yang diberikan itu kta betul-betul buat x apalah..tetap, rasanya sma sahaja. kita tetap duduk di bilik dan membuat perkara -perkara lagha. apa salahnya daripada kita membuat perkara yang tdk sepatutnya cuba kita luangkan sedikit masa kita(alah..sikt je..x byk) dengan jalan akhirat. InsyaAllah hidup akan lebih diberkati.insyaAllah Allah akan tolong lagi dalam assignment kita dengan dapat markah yang cemerlang. aamin. bukan nak kata apa...tapi ni based on cerita kakak-kakak senior yang insyaAllah telah banyak membelanjakan masa mereka dengan membantu dan memperjuangkan agama Allah. Mereka kadang-kadang tidak punya masa untuk membuat assignment tetap alhamdulillah berkat usaha mereka berbakti pada agama telah membuahkan hasil melalui assignment mereka..tulah ganjaran Allah maybe x nampak melalui apa yang kita nak tp Allah beri ikut lain. kadang-kadang aku kecewa melihat sahabat-sahabatku, ada yang mengeluh memikirkan kenapalah asyik diri mereka je yang  malang.. astagfirullah..sedarkah mereka Allah sangat sayangkan mereka.sebab itulah allah datangkan ujian buat mereka supaya mereka kembali dan menambahkan keimanan kepadaNya. kalau Allah x sayang dah lama Allah biarkan je kita tersungkur di lorong-lorong hitam. Kita harus bersyukur di atas setiap ujian yang menjelma. aku buat entry ni bukan untuk tunding jari pada sesiapa tetapi sekadar untuk renungan bersama.. aku sedar kekadang aku pon silap. so, sama-samalah kita muhasabah balik diri kita. check balik apa yang kta buat. betulkan niat datang sini. n cuba ambil seberapa banyak peluang kat sini untuk mengenali Islam dengan lebih dalam. kalau kita kat Malaysia( majoriti Islam) kita x pernah kisah pon semua ni sebab kita fkr dah negara Islam watpe nak fikr semua ni. sedangkan di barat mereka sedang sibuk mengejar dan mencari Islam. Sedangkan kita Islam sudah berada ngan kita tapi apa yang kita lakukan?? ingatkah kita pada 1 tanda kiamat yang besar iaitu agama islam akan berkembang di barat suatu masa nanti...so, sama-sama kita fikirkan ye sahabat-sahabat sekalian..

p/s: huhu, this is really bad! i cant write in bahasa very well. it's like spoken Bahasa.. hopefully u can get something from this k..

this minute

this minute i feel so crazy
crazy
crazy
crazy
crazy~

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B.L.A.N.K

pieces of memories

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Munsyid : Amar
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ukhwah yang terbina persis sekuntum bunga
meski pun kini kita terpisah demi kasih-Nya
namun cebisan kenangan kita
sentiasa bermain di bayangan mata
detik waktu yg berlalu
menjadi memori kau dan aku

sewaktu kita bersama saling setia menimba ilmu
tanpa mengeal erti penat jemu
igatkah kau lagi
kita bersama memijak onak duri
ditanah gersang mengutip semangat suci
kini segalanya tersurat dalam sanubari

bersabarlah dengan ketetentuan-Nya
ada rahmat yg tersembunyi
bertemu berpisah kerana Allah
lumrah kehidupan insan beriman
moga saat nan indah
ku harap berulang lagi

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it's not april fool

From the Day I met you

Three years back

Till this one, right now

I love you forever

I just thought you should know

You mean so much to me

*********

I miss the old days

You fool around me

where you crashed into an accident

Life had almost come to the end

As you cannot walk anymore

And I cried painfully

Cause I didn't want to miss you

*********

Then you promised me to give your heart

Since then I know you are sincere to me

I wish those memories will never reopen

And forever remains in my heart

where we share and we love

Then we cry and we laugh

**********

Whenever you cry over me

or even  getting  really mad at me

I know that I'm always in your heart

And I believe it's true

Now you should  know that

I love you, too!

Happy anniversary.

LOVE NOTE: ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku telah mencintai seorang hambaMu ini. Maka, kau tambahkanlah kekuatan dalam hatiku ya Allah. Moga kecintaanku padanya tidak melebihi kecintaanku kepadaMu, ya Rabb. Moga suatu hari nanti kami dipertemukan kembali..aamin2 ya Rabbal a'lamin..

forgive me, friend

by NURAS


I write this for you
a friend so true

And I tell you this from the bottom of my heart

before it shatters and falls apart

You draw a scar on my heart

to make you see it is very hard

honestly I feel pain deep inside

but I don't know how to describe

I hope you can feel it what

so that it can go away from my heart

friends come and go
after you read this you may say so

Is like a journey of a train

on the half way we may feel the pain

Then we may decide to dispart

but your love is still in my heart 

forgive me for what I did

I hope that this apology can get rid

of the distance we have apart

before our friendship dies of a broken heart.

Many people are under the mistaken notion that they should not share feelings of sadness to their friends because it will bring down his or her moods. And, I am one of those people who feel hurt deep inside my heart  because of my friend but I don't know how to express it. It is maybe because of the solidarity that has grown between us. However, sometimes we need to express the dissatisfactions to our friends even though we may not be able to offer comfort to each other at that particular time but our friendship will become deeper through the process. But, I failed to tell it to my friend. That is why I write this poem.Hopefully, by writing this i can feel better.To my friend, I love you so much, but, please listen to my heart... ='(

leave your comment

since a friend of mine asking for a comment box, so, i change the settings so that she can leave her comments here on my blog..so, whoever wants to leave your comment feel free to do it k...thank you~

istikharah cinta

Bersaksi cinta diatas cinta

Dalam alunan tasbih ku ini

Menerka hati yang tersembunyi

Berteman dimalam sunyi penuh do'a

Sebut nama Mu terukir merdu

Tertulis dalam sajadah cinta

Tetapkan pilihan sebagai teman

Kekal abadi hingga akhir zaman

Istikharah cinta memanggilku

Memohon petunjukmu

satu nama teman setia

Naluriku berkata

Dipenantian luahan rasa

Teguh satu pilihan

Pemenuh separuh nafasku

Dalam mahabbah rindu

diistikharah cinta...

tutorial class::cheezzzy bread

so, today i'm going to show u how to make a cheesy bread..

these are all the things that you need.

first,

onion granules..u can find it at any supermarket ..i just bought it from Tesco.

then, floral buttery..please ensure that it is buttery..bcoz it will make your bread nyummie!!.heheh

cheddar grated..i'm not sure whether you can get it in Malaysia or not..maybe u cn find it in a big supermarket only..but i dont think malaysia does not have this kind of cheddar.. surely it does..

closed- cup mushroom..

and the bread..i like to eat Danish..danish is always in my heart..

 ok, now is the cooking session ..firstly, cut the mushroom into pieces..how are you going to cut it?? up to you..as long as you  cut it okay..hehe =D

next, spread the butter on your bread(like this ok tuan2 dn puan2) hahaha;p

then arrange the mushroom on the buttered bread

full of temptation,isn't??

after that, put the grated cheese on the top 

now, zoom into the pic..cant you see the small granules?? ok2..now put a little bit of it on your bread..it is very important to do it or else your bread will be tasteless...sort of COMPULSORY i would say..

the, put it  into the oven in  about 5-7 minutes

after 5 mins,, jeng3

hmmm..look like pizza right??

no need to go to any pizza's outlet ..u can do it yourself! 

this is for my breakfast..2 slices of cheesy bread

haha..

see..another bad attitude of mine..didnt eat the crust even though i know it gives u  a source of energy...dont nag at me about the importance of eating it..bcoz i will not listen to u..i really didnt like it..that's all.. hahaha=D

p/s::dedicated to mohd khusairy ramli yg buncetttttttt...a.k.a.bro octo ...

he loves cheese very much..

Nina's Quiz Show

she's very cute...lolz~

let's explore~

 it was a boring day..so i took some pics of the sky from my room..

Subhanallah..really beautiful..thanks Allah from giving me da opportunity to see one of Your great creation.

Thank you Allah =)

now, let's see my room..
 huhu~ this is my room. after a few months here, finally i show you my room..hahaha..
this is basically  how da room in  da westwood looks like.it's big but then..

the carpet is very old n dirty too..however i still love westwood because of the heater that keeps me warm during the winter especially.In fact , there are two heaters in my room.so, i am very lucky to have that.

 this is the whole view of my room from the door. a bit messy, isn't?? hahahaha...such a lazy girl i am! kih3..it's okay..this is really who i am ;p

ok, this is the place that i always doing my work..really?? not so many books there..a lot of accessories actually

huhu..let's see what are those accessories..
1- stationeries
2-lip ice
3-perfume
4- hearty chocs
5- sports towel
6-umbrella
7- brooches' box
8- mr messy(bottle)
9- specs

yeah..my favourite cookies in the UK!-millie's cookies

there are a lot of varieties of cookies in the millie's shop but i dont know why..i simply love these two flavours which are ;

1- white choc

2-double choc

hurms..some r still left in my room?? anyone wants it?? cum2..hehe

  yeah!!!!!!! millie's~

If I were a poem

if I were a poem
no, I cant be a poem
Why I cant be a poem?
Because I'm not a poem
I cant really be a poem

A poem, beautifully written
can have humour out of sudden
 The poem can be poetic
 His poem can turn chaotic
Well, maybe it is the poet of the poem's problem, isn' it?


p/s:: this is my very first poem i made when I become one of TESL students....really funny.. i was running out of idea at that time perhaps..hahaha..cant stop laughing when i read it back...

thank you mum

Dear mum,

Today is a very special day

filled with joy and gay

 I can see you smile 

 very sincere to my heart.

A chapter in my life slowly reopens

 The first day I laid my eyes on you

till the day

 you parted away from teaching my class

 And today we meet again

 to celebrate you on your day.

 We have gone through miles

 and now,

 i want to say thank you

 for the turning key

 that brings me to many life's door

 Your words guide me

 to the path of success 

 I have been on the top

 Because of you and your way.

One shiny day, 

 I sat close to window

 Seeing a beautiful scenery

 and the memories

 conquered me back

 In your class

 I spent my time with timeless Shakespeare

you once said,

 Monday with Thomas Hardy

 Then suddenly i fall asleep.

I will remember the days

 I have you in my English Studies

 I'm proud to say when anyone asks...

'yes, ma'am Kana is my mom'

by NURASIDAH RADUAAN

    (arisyida69)

Rhyme in Warwick

This is not a limerick,
nor is it a lyric or an acrostic,
certainly far from polemic,
though maybe it is macaronic, and slightly panegyric and poetic,
at the same time characteristic and impressionistic,
and also emblematic. of experience and nostalgic,
of my life in Warwick.

I am in Warwick,
who would have thought,
 who would have think,
it sure feels unrealistic,
or could it be magic,

that i am here in Warwick.

Internationally recognised Warwick IS,

 Among the top compared to other universities,

 not mentioning the environment is such peace

 how could I not study in such bliss.

From far side of the globe,

 I flew over full of hope,

 greeted by autumn cold.

 How I could be so bold? 

leaving the comfort zone of home,

only to find Warwick as homely as home.

Different courses here in Warwick,

 Mathematics, statistics, politic and economic,

 Not forgetting those studying scientific and medic,

 All could be found here in Warwick, 

Just look for me in Centre for Applied Linguistic.

Centre of Applied Linguistics, 

well-known it is in Warwick,

 Learning and researching sociolinguistic and phonetic, 

and also some pedagogic and semantic.

Thank god it is far from mathematics,

which I am not so enthusiastic.

The transition is exhausting and challenging.

 From didactic and spoon-feeding of schooling,

to heuristic and independent university studying.

 Assignment and course work could be excruciating,

 if not well in managing and organising.

 Chaos and panic will hence ensuing,

 as the dateline suddenly fast approaching.

Exam is chaotic,

 apocalyptic and traumatic.

Luckily we have analgesic,

easing the pain rather quick.

 Exam...exam.. the phobic,

 Exhausting the energetic to lethargic.

 It could be an emetic, 

as it causes panic,

 except for those few cognitively unique,

 who looks so beatific and charismatic

even for questions full of trick.

The students here are so diverse,

 Everyday someone new to converse,

Different ethnics and all sort of ethics.

 Some are eccentric with funny antics,

 It's a good place to conduct an ethnographic,

 in such a global place in Warwick.

Resources at Warwick

 are ver problematic,

 Library, Resource centre and Learning grid,

 always available for me to visit.

All of them are so much more simplistic.

Five floors with its own thematic. 

 The library is forever fantastic.

 From novel, encyclopedia, textbooks, and epic,

 all ready for me to pick.

For studying it is ever idyllic,

 strictly for academic and scholastic.

 Certainly not for aerobic or frenetic.

 Though it could be soporific.

 But sleep is against the ethic, 

of working in the library of Warwick.

Support for students is never-ending, 

from International Office to career developing, 

 not to forget academic and counselling.

 Unitemps is the place for job hunting.

  workshops available for skills developing, 

plus the WarwickSU constantly helping.

 What else could we be asking. 

Let us go exploring!

There's always something to do in Warwick.

 All of which are extremely exciting. 

There were more to it than just academic.

 That's why it's never been boring.

Hundreds of societies scattered around.

 Your interest will surely be bound.

 Go look round and round.

 Lots of choices will make you drown.

 But do not worry and do not frown.

 We will be very glad to expound, 

until the right societies you think you have found.

Sports in Warwick is something terrific!

 The facilities provided are the best in the district!

 Now wonder the students are so athletic,

 Warwick Sports Centre covers more than just the basic.

Volunteering is forever interesting.

 Besides being rewarding and self-enriching,

 it is so satisfying and fulfilling.

 All the interaction and communicating,

 helps me in socialising and mixing,

 adding friends by so doing.

 How truly deeply amazing. Warwick volunteers is always engaging.

Surrounded by places ever breathtaking, 

touring and travelling I keep on doing,

 Picnic and sightseeing not forgetting, 

photographing and relaxing would be including.

 International Office and CAL certainly know what they're doing.

 Organising all these exciting outing.

 They obviously deserve the highest rating.

Entertainment is abundant here,

 Just choose movies, orchestra or plays by Shakespeare.

Easily available at the Warwick Arts Centre, 

 or in some other areas just around the corner,

 There will be a cinema or theatre 

source of enjoyment for the art connoisseur.

Life here has been generally hectic, manic and frantic and sometimes robotic.

 Juggling between academic, frolic and domestic.

 In short it is very dynamic.

 deeply apologetic, 

 for not being laconic

 and the lack of interesting graphic. 

thought I tried to be synoptic,

 but just to be messianic, 

my life at Warwick, 

is more than just academic, 

it is very much holistic

That's  why I love my Warwick.

B. ed TESL 2011- Snior n junior

p/s::credit to Rocky for da pic..he used my 500d .but then you cant see me clearly bcoz  i was at the back....the last row..hahaha

i'm back

yeah..alhamdulilah..after about 2 months disappear, i finally come back to write again..hehe..

insyaAllah

p/s::cant write much this week..will be busy again..=)

Oracy

will be so busy this week..coz i have another assignment..need to finish it by Wednesday next week..wish me luck..caiyok, nuras!!

do your best~

travel to adorable muslimah.com

let's shopping!!

haha..alhamdulillah..so happy..last Friday i got a parcel from Malaysia.did u know what were inside the parcel?

jeng3..

this is a pink scarlet tiara scarf..

what is so interesting here is that the heavy embossed flowers (delicately handsewn with quality thick thread and beads ) on the crown section of the scarf. That makes it so different than other scarves. i have seen a scarf like this which is made from Indonesia but the material is totally different. The one that made from Indon is a cotton material.

  You can see the detailed and neat emroidery at the crown and at the back part. Wow! it is a gorgeous exclusive design that brings the princess' charm in you, because every girl is a princess!haha..really??=p

red scarlet tiara scarf

those who are interested  u can go to this website as there are a lot more designs as well as other things like blouses, handbags and perfumes.in fact, the price is so reasonable.so, what are you waiting for! get it one for you!=)

the sweetness of a marriage life

Yesterday nite we had an 'usrah' at warwick prayer hall. it was a program that i wud say is to remind and share anything about Islam. Other than that, it's to strengthen the bond or what we called ukhwah between akhwat..n honestly, i felt such program keep us together especially with the one that i probably did not know much about her before. However, as i came here, i know people more closely, obviously with those who i havent talked much back in Ipoh. Alhamdulillah.. i love this friendship..lillahiTa'ala..='(

In this usrah.. i really like when  bro Jo did mentioned about the sweetness of marriage life where which we can compete in doing good deed as well as in worshipping ALLAH..yes, personally, I do agree with Him. We indirectly, will lead our husband or wife to the right path, which in this case, together in achieving an Islamic way of life.insyaAllah.. when we are succeed to create  such kind of tarbiyah islamiyah  in our family insyaAllah we are able to have a baitul Muslim. this reminds me of my friends who i did recognise at PMS last term. they had also mentioned about this. even though I'm not yet married,  i think a marriage life will be very blissful if we try to be  a good person in the eyes of Allah S.W.T. Allah will always bless us if we choose His way. BUT, i think, to be on His way is no longer a choice but it is an OBLIGATION!!..

akhwat at prayer hall

why did i write something about marriage??haha.. it's okay ;p..like bro Jo said yesterday, this is like a spirit injector  for those who want to marry..and, am i one of those?kih3.. gatal lerw..
sudah2.. shuhhh2!! do your assignment lar nuras.. don't talk nonsense here..

hehe..lolz..bye2 <3

Dalam hati ada cinta

To whoever you are my future husband, insyallah one day i will accept you in the name of Allah, with a heart full of love. =)hurm.. hopefully by loving 'that somebody', i'll have a stronger love in Allah..o Allah! ='( help me..dont let me go astray...

أحبك ولكنني أخشى على حبي لك من حبي لله.
وآمل أن تتم مطابقة معا.
..aamin 

p/s::jiwang rust tonight..can google translate it! yahoo..assignment done!-sleep now~=)